Every once in awhile an imprudent idea plants itself in my head and has trouble finding its way out. Two weeks ago something inspired me to look up a picture of Nathaniel Rateliff’s tattoos. I was struck by them when he played the Varsity a month or so ago, but couldn’t remember why. As I saw this photo of him sitting in a chair, arms folded to reveal the tattooed outlines of black squares on his forearms, my immediate reaction was: “I want that.”
I’ve always liked the idea of having a tattoo, but have never been this resolved on an actual design. I even know exactly where I want the black square outline of my own: on the inner side of my left arm, right above my elbow. I honestly can’t articulate what I find appealing about this location or shape. I do know that I’ve been thinking about squares a lot lately; or, more precisely, the tension between the “natural” and man-made. It occurs to me that while squares and boxes are everywhere around us in the constructed world, I can’t think of one example of them occurring in nature. If you can think of one let me know. And if you can explain to me why I want a tattoo of a square on my arm, rather than a circle or a bird or a flower, I’d be curious to hear that, too.
For now I’m going to hold off on the tattoo. As a person who can’t commit to putting a bumper sticker on my car, I think I have a little ways to go before I can consider body art a prudent move. But if you see me gazing longingly at tattoos or squares in the future, you’ll know why,